hey everyone, so this was da skin tat i had been working for let say,4 hrs.-.-" i don't know why the hell it takes sucha long tyme. hahaha. maybe its my first attempt mking my own.(: it was tough tho cos im totally blank when it cums to these.. haha..a lil` thx to sharon la..she helped a lil too..lol.. stil can't do as nice as sum of my peers did. aww! so envy;( heh bt nvm lo, continue learning bah me. today's fridae n im happy cos monday gona b a holiday. haha. ryte, nothing much actually. tatas.

yestaday was hell. i had a bloody bad day with bf & we almost end it there. so unworthy. cried alot last nyte. he mentioned all tat he had wanted al along tat nyte. w/o considering my feelings too. ad dat point of tyme, he don't even care who da fcuk am i n hw i felt.. so tat feeling was terrible & i never want it back agn.

aft crying & stuffs, went mapling & he said sorry. he said it was outta anger. apologised and say dat he don't wan brk.. so we din in de end.

met today aft 3 days of missing.haha..had a gd tyme tog & he got mi a necklace(; i know i luv him & i know he loved mi. =)

abt tat ive tagged,well. im sorri. it isn't my prob n i shudn be commenting . it was outta anger too. i had no ways i can vent on, so i went to her blog n speak up for girls. eric, im sorry.

sch todae was slightly better cos ive skipped maths infocus as tcher wasnt around. went for chemistry.=) hmmm wed's tymetable was heaven. wished everyday was wednesday, haha.

everyone says " monday blues " yah la so true can. i hate mondays. really. now our new tyme table includes mockexams on every monday. there's gona be 6 mondays we've to attend till 545. todae starts but i skipped. it was a bloody las min decision. i reali have got zero ideas why da hell i skipped it.i knew it all along, i've note it down while others don't donkey days ago & nw, i'm skipping it myself. i felt so guilty while walkin 2 da busstp, i know hw im i gona reflect on my maths tchr. its so sucky. i really wonder if its somehow due to some of my acquaintance skipping, or issit my laziness. arghs shit whatever. no more skipping of lessons lah, seriously. =) hai but sku's gona be really challanging. & im seeing lesser of my boy.='( sobs. deardear i misssss U<3*

went tu bf's hse jux now,,brought him breakfast/lunch. i've made him baked rice.=0 hahas. nt bad ba?(; lol. it was my first attempt but it taste rather not bad.so he longed for more but it was limited. lol. mk him more next tyme=) must mk it more cheessy. hees. ya aft tat slacked @ his house, and went tuition tog. tuition was fine . haha. ehs aft tuition we went home. n now hes busy mapling.. haha..maple siao..lol. Ehs.. ya i maple too.bt stil learning lors. oh yahs OE's bbq was a sucessed. to mi it was fun. i tink most had fun talking abt da OE days=) zain went too n such big changes in him lah.. i hvnt been seeing him for like years n perhaps tat was why im shocked.. had many chats w gy dor n them.. haha shall look forward for our n'/o' to end n we'll have a big celebration. gona hv chalet lah.. hees.. so exciting=)

sku is jux abt 2 daes ahead. so saddening. but no choice lah..we cnt probably have holidays everyday. yah dis tyme round i gona mugg. if nt i sure gona flung all. i can sae dat tis holiday, i had nOt wasted it loh.. @ least i went for tuition, read . =) yeah hope diz continues(; YAYA..tats all.<3*luv>

had dinner w darlin @ bedok jux nw.. it was a nice one.. in between had many laughters. hmms. but i find tat i was a lil too mcuh here & der. i don't know why, i don't want tat too. i don't want tu b unreasonable .. hai sumtyms im too afraid tat he will leave mi, for another girl, another more good looking girl. Indeed i dont find a single tin special abt myself. therefore i really don't find a nid tu love myself . fcuk . hw can hp say tis kinda tins.. sigh . =( if i don't improve myself, be it physically, mentally or what, my bf will leave mi sumday, really.=( i want tu change, being reasonable in handling problems, studies, and rs. i want tu score for my grades. i want tu be beautiful, i want tu learn piano, i want tu learn dancing. sigh . so mani tinks = ( can miracles happen sumday ....


got tis stupid dream tat mks mi sweat lyke shit . everytink happens mainly due to tat ive quarrels wif him b4 i went tu bed. so perhaps i was tinking of it thru out de nyte and ... ya. i dreamt tat him, leaving mi for another person. another bitch i shud say. i can't rememb her face clearly & if i do, i won't let her off, really. even if she happens to b my buddy, sister, whatever. i don't giffa shit when i come to rs. everytink seems so real in de dream. im realli afraid tu lose him.. i don't know why too tat charlotte happens to b in my dreams. she seems to b having another affair wif him. see, how flirt is he when cums to rs in da fug dreams. i cant imagine tat charl did tat to mie . it was painful... so pls god, dont let any of my buddy,sis,gdfrn or wad, to flirt my guy. if not i wont b kind. don't ever betray mi my dear frens . u'll nvr wana c dis unkind hp .. i woke @ 8+ n found tat my eyes r swallon. perhaps i realli cried. so i did some tings to my eyes & went back to zz.. n da dream continues. FUCK right ? okie forget it. tis better not be reality , if not i'll b dead .

yst was fathers' day & we went to marina again, for our dinner. hmm. it was a last minute planned, dinner. i didnt noe it was fathers day actually. opps=/ okie so da dinner was fine & we had pool aft tat. =) bro's champ @ it lohs. his aiming was perfect. haha. so envy ! hope i can b lyke him one day. lol ;) & dis morn went tu dar hse.. haha.. had a greaat tyme w dars. we had fights. i love fighting with darling=p lols. den came back home & saw mom painting da house. ahaahhas. so i helped out lah of course. my hse nw so bright & clean.. (; hehe. yeah oeps's gathering is cuming=P dar no go w mi cos it was supposed tu be OE. hmphs. hope it'l b fun & look out for da pics tkn. hehs.

MAZIN.CHARLOTTE.HONGPING.
DA GOOD OLD DAYS.
BEST FRIENDS.
GALS I MISS UUUUU.<3


DE GREAT MEAL FROM DARDAR FOR SIXTEEN MONTHS(:
MUACK.

hvnt been home for onie 2 days N im missing it lyke hell. i missed my parents, grandma, bro & bed. N all da tinks @ home. hehees.+) im finally back from chalet yst @ 12. slept till 3 & met dear @ 430 as it was our sixteen months.(: went towning with dear, had silent hill for entertainments. great story lines but confusing. hahhah. hmm den grab our dinner @ cine. forgot wads tat new resturant called. the food dere was fantastic.=) its located @ level two la.. mostly western meals.. actually tkin neos w dis dear but he lah.... haiyo. NVM~ cumin future bahs. lol. I tink i must really up l0ad pics.. if nt readers gona find it b0red le ah.. hmph.

da jia hao.. pingping's back from genting=) hehes. hao xiang sg oo.. =) oso miss my baobei dars& ah ma lot lots ^_^ hehe . as usual.. very cooling.. hmm. brought quite alot of tinks bahs. but my bro & parents didnt. my bro jux got himself a bag. & some small tinks 4 his frens. hmmm i went shopping here & dere for almost everyday aft i arrived @ genting. Parents went casino for 3/4 of de day.. accept for breakfast & nyte.. leaving bro & i wandering here & dere. Haha. but its stil fun.. spent alot of tymx w bro & parents ( : hehe . took lil' pics onie lahs. hhahs. so qiao on our way back to sg, i saw ESTHER . lol . so coincidence ryte . hehe . @ first i saw sum1 lyk her(her sista) aft tt followed by HER. ad dat tyme i was tinking..."wa..tt one so look lyk esther" in de end ; behind was reali her . lol ~ im lazie to upload pics seriously..so i'll wait till ive c0llected pics frm cumin chalet tmr til 16june.. which is my boy & i's sixteen months +)
luving dardarjieyong.

hvnt been blogging for long. haha. errr. i was busy mapling-.-" i duno why suddenli. must be my boyfrn lah kay. he influenced mi. haha. hmm. & seee. my font's al sticked tog. so irritating. huever knows how tu change it PLEASE inform mi. thankie.=) hmmm. Thursdae & im gg tu genting. miss mi peeps(: kinda excited. & know tt i'll miss dars real lots. +( & my grandma.

came back from sku nt long aggo lohs . haha its supposed tu b our h0lidae & yet ive 2 be in sch mugging -.- " k fine seriously i stil cnt' feel da 'beat' of enjoying lyfe & shopping sprees yet . maybe really due tu tt 2 wks of sch prog sku had for us . so sigh-ing ryte . haha . its friday afternoon & im not out anywhere with my bf. hell missing him can . great thanks tu my mom saying she will go shopping w mi ltr .haha nw stil mus wait wait & wait til she had enuf of tv programmes.>.< dar =")" already =")">

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